My beloved mum and dad xoxo ;)

My dad said to me :

1st : Ana cepatlah besar jadi doktor.

2nd : Nanti dah jadi doktor jangan sombong, ingat keluarga ayah, emak, abang ngah, abang cik, dengan kakak.

3rd : Amboi anak ayah ni tak hensem langsung jerawat penuh dekat muka

Then my mum said :

4th : Asyik merayau je kau ni, jangan berani sangat dik.

5th : Dapat cuti je nak pergi konsert duit tu habis ke situ lah

6th : Jangan stress belajar tu, kalau tak faham tanyalah kawan mak tu ada dia free je

My thoughts :

Okay mum and dad. You are too sweet for me. What ever you said, i will remember till end of my life. Im the one who will appreciate you till the end of your life. I wanna be the daughter who is bathing her parents when they died and pray for their blessing. My prof told me that older people getting hurt easily physically and emotionally. Neither their bone nor heart are soft. I really love them :')

Charity toward aboriginal kids

Im gonna miss them a lot. This is my first experience to join the charity club where I'd taught them about basic life support. This programme was awesome to the kids where they had learnt how to save ones life by doing a CPR and how to stop bleeding and etc. The gross thing ever I had is when they were doing a CPR on a fake patient and at the mouth area I found their saliva like a cup of water there. Yucks! Hahaha what a kid I have that time -..-

Thanks Perak, I miss to be there and I miss to live there. Ohhhmaiiii hometown

\(TT,TT)/

The Second Bitter Heart

Am I a bad girl to you?

What's going on actually, hmm you said it's okay if I'd text you.

But this time, the second time you didnt reply my message.

Please dont make me wonder anything, if you already have anyone which is special in your life please let me know.

So that I can give up on this trying, make you to love me.

Even the words going out from your mouth are hurt but at least the lesion is temporary and it will heal by my leukocytes.

But if you are keep quite without saying anything, it will forever make me hurt and so on it will cause tumor.

Credit to: AAM

The world is changing, me too :(

Being in hardcore scene yes it filled me alot of energy to do something in my life. But currently i need to filled my life with alot of feelings. I wanna cry, happy, angry and feel peaceful. That why now im choosing skramz scene where i will gain more and more emotion.

Dear hardcore scene, from my bottom of heart, i wanna say truly sorry. I cant choose you right now. Im finding my new way now. Now, im putting you aside of my life just for awhile. Sometimes i will find you back :')



"This seems to be the only way out, the only option...."

Here we go, who's going this show? Hopefully you all get benefit from it like what we found in their lyrics.

"Stand by everything you said,
stand by the promises we made,
let's go of everything I've done,
I'll run into your open arms,
and all I know,
I love you more than life, I love you more than life" - More Than Life

POST ROCK! POST ROCK!

I don't know why recently I'm always listen to post-rock genre. Maybe the song is good to listen anytime and anywhere. For me, it will make you feel calm and peace maybe.
Hmm because of that, I need to save my money from buying lunch, comics, and etc. I wanna have a new collection of the post-rock please D:

And you now what, I have plan before this, i wanna go Mogwai Live in Bangkok on 2 Dec, but just now I got my schedule and the bad things moment I had is that there is a week where I got final exam for Molecular Basis of Medicine and Nutrition. LOL -___-''

Furthermore, I have checked the flight price it's cost RM1K. Omg where can i get so much much in faster way?