The Second Bitter Heart

Am I a bad girl to you?

What's going on actually, hmm you said it's okay if I'd text you.

But this time, the second time you didnt reply my message.

Please dont make me wonder anything, if you already have anyone which is special in your life please let me know.

So that I can give up on this trying, make you to love me.

Even the words going out from your mouth are hurt but at least the lesion is temporary and it will heal by my leukocytes.

But if you are keep quite without saying anything, it will forever make me hurt and so on it will cause tumor.

Credit to: AAM

The world is changing, me too :(

Being in hardcore scene yes it filled me alot of energy to do something in my life. But currently i need to filled my life with alot of feelings. I wanna cry, happy, angry and feel peaceful. That why now im choosing skramz scene where i will gain more and more emotion.

Dear hardcore scene, from my bottom of heart, i wanna say truly sorry. I cant choose you right now. Im finding my new way now. Now, im putting you aside of my life just for awhile. Sometimes i will find you back :')



"This seems to be the only way out, the only option...."

Here we go, who's going this show? Hopefully you all get benefit from it like what we found in their lyrics.

"Stand by everything you said,
stand by the promises we made,
let's go of everything I've done,
I'll run into your open arms,
and all I know,
I love you more than life, I love you more than life" - More Than Life

POST ROCK! POST ROCK!

I don't know why recently I'm always listen to post-rock genre. Maybe the song is good to listen anytime and anywhere. For me, it will make you feel calm and peace maybe.
Hmm because of that, I need to save my money from buying lunch, comics, and etc. I wanna have a new collection of the post-rock please D:

And you now what, I have plan before this, i wanna go Mogwai Live in Bangkok on 2 Dec, but just now I got my schedule and the bad things moment I had is that there is a week where I got final exam for Molecular Basis of Medicine and Nutrition. LOL -___-''

Furthermore, I have checked the flight price it's cost RM1K. Omg where can i get so much much in faster way?

Left the grey, the cold, i want to change.

Cloud mouth (End of The Earth)

On 7th oct after im finished my final exam for this anatomy block, i went to KLIA and meet Arwith together fetch Cloud Mouth from Chicago. Damn, i like their drummer is called Z. Not because of his appearance but his spirit while playing a drum. He got the skills.

Have you watch it? Cool, isn't it? Hehe. But they was rip now. Hmm so sad, but at least i went to their last tour and got some poster together with signature also wishes from them. I'm really really miss them, even they are not famous here but in Chicago they also as hot as Comadre
too ^^

Miss them :') From my heart to the lung. Credit to Z, Matt, and John ^^